Ode to the people that have made me smile

Monday

Ode to the people that have made me smile

I find it sweet, that even when I haven’t met her for the longest time, she listened and went Ooh, Ahhh, and are you okay?

I find it sweet that my mom was taken a back when I rushed home, rushing to pack, and I snapped. Later, my mom thought I didn’t need her in my life. All because I said, “I’m miserable and shoes make happy. Let me shop!”

I find it sweet that although I know you hate my guts, when you were at her bachelorette party, you tried to act civilized.

I find it sweet that everyone was pushing me to hook up, even though the nite wasn’t about me.

I find it sweet, that you find him for me, dear. Just because I smiled, when I talked about how hot it was. And within seconds, you called me and told me his name. Just because I said, it'll be great to have him as my booty call.

I find it sweet, that after we had sex, he was caressing and worshipping the curves on me, even when I am 4kg overweight.

I find it sweet, that another guy that I have been giving a hard time keep telling me I like you, and keep wishing me a good Sunday.

I find it sweet, that a guy I met briefly keep telling me that I made him smile, even if I know in a few days time, I will be forgotten. It is sweet that he mailed me as soon as he is back in civilization.

I find it sweet, that my friends notice how many times I talked about my ex, and say it outloud, “She’s been telling the story for 10 times,”instead of rolling their eyes in disgust.

I find it sweet, that they were worried, and knocked on the door and teased me about it.

I find it sweet, that even after someone vomited on my dress, you still wanted to hold me.

I find it sweet, that all three guys, although all of them different in so many ways, keep telling me how beautiful I am, when I am feeling at my worst.

I find it sweet, that my ex didn't call me anymore, so I could move on, rather than suffer his wrath for something he has no idea about.

Everything may seem hollow, but I realized how much people can really make my day, if I let them.

xoxo
Rollo Tomassi on her better days