chase what you can't catch


Should I be scared? I am chasing a dream that is way too unrealistic. I know you are going to hurt me, but I cannot stop myself.

You treat me like a princess. You treat me like a whore.

You asked why I always f**k up? Because I am afraid that if I don’t put you down, you will realize how amazing you are and leave me.
I’m f**king in love. This is going to be ugly.
xoxo
Rollo Tomassi

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Smother me while I'm asleep


I’m smitten. I can’t believe I’m here again.

We argue and we make up.. I know its never going to last. But right now, let me just enjoy this for a while.

We are both flawed without a doubt. We are both so different that it is not even funny that we bumped randomly.

From far away you actually make me happy. You are the first person to make me feel beautiful.

I’m sorry I made you cry last night.

xoxo
Rollo Tomassi

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Everybody wants to marinate in your misery and jump with joy at your failure


It is common knowledge, if you stayed here long enough to rot, you would know this.
Misery loves company… and we crave in others misery. It’s disturbing.
He is right – It makes you wonder why should we even bother. They yearn for the drama, they are not happy when you succeed, it makes them feel pathetic, but when you fall… they jump with joy and pretend to care to get every detail. This human nature is as sick as zoophiles. Makes you feel like you are dying on choking on your own vomit just thinking about it.
Their eyes glisten- not with tears, you idiots- but an evil shine that looks like a diamond that would decay on the fact that you have lost all your money. They listen close - "pretending to care so that they can get every detail and will tell the world that you screw up". It’s a sick thing to do.. but at least half of the malay population here live their lives and wake up every morning using this as their drive. xoxo Rollo Tomassi

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