Its not over, till its better?

Wednesday

Its not over, till its better?

Maybe he's right, when he said,
"I feel like I'm just something you pass your time till something better comes your way,"
Maybe, there is nothing better out there that you are waiting for. Just a fantasy of the unknown. The idea that it could be different. Maybe the something better, is what I wish u were.
I never believed that things are complicated. We make them complicated. But then again, I also believe in a completely different alter universe, where fairies do exist. Go figure.
I don't know what I want. Maybe, I've been wanting all the wrong things. Happiness is overrated. Yes, I know that. Why do u think I settle for temporary happiness.
Maybe we are all not waiting for something better, I like to think we are hoping for something better. A better job, a better partner, a better life overall.
We pick on the little things, flaws, and wish for something extravagant, because we refuse to settle in and think, this is all there is to our little life. We want to know that is a little room for uncertainty for something more tomorrow. Why does it seem wrong that we cannot be fulfilled easily and be content with mediocre?
Why do you make me feel guilty for wanting more?