Wednesday
LOSING THAT ARGUMENT WITH YOURSELF
Flipping through channels and staring at what we call the-idiot-box, I came across The HOLIDAY. The quote went through my head over and over again. Why do we keep letting ourself fall in love with the wrong person..
“Because you're hoping you're wrong. And every time she does something that tells you she's no good, you ignore it. And every time she comes through and surprises you, she wins you over, and you lose that argument with yourself, that she's not for you. ~ “ Iris; The Holiday” 2006
However, knowing this doesn’t help make things any easier. Knowing what you know doesn’t help you push yourself away from it. It just helps you explain to other people why you do what you do. While you lay staring at the wall thinking “ I’m so pathetic… I’m such an idiot.” Then the argument tore you up inside while you keep telling yourself, this is the right time to pack up and go and you repeat again and again - " this is never going to work out"
Then the moment your foot is halfway out the door he pulls you back in and make you fall back harder for that ridiculously cute smile and hating yourself more.
“Because you're hoping you're wrong. And every time she does something that tells you she's no good, you ignore it. And every time she comes through and surprises you, she wins you over, and you lose that argument with yourself, that she's not for you. ~ “ Iris; The Holiday” 2006
However, knowing this doesn’t help make things any easier. Knowing what you know doesn’t help you push yourself away from it. It just helps you explain to other people why you do what you do. While you lay staring at the wall thinking “ I’m so pathetic… I’m such an idiot.” Then the argument tore you up inside while you keep telling yourself, this is the right time to pack up and go and you repeat again and again - " this is never going to work out"
Then the moment your foot is halfway out the door he pulls you back in and make you fall back harder for that ridiculously cute smile and hating yourself more.
xoxo
Rollo Tomassi
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